it's an investment man, i can't make this stuff up.


Well. I have to say, I got lazy. The weather has turned into my favorite weather.

Starting with 2 weeks ago.
On thursday, Sept 11th, I attended my Uncle Fred's wake. I didn't go to the funeral, because it was during school hours. It was emotional to be there, but i have to say, it was nice to see my family and just celebrate life.

Friday, Sept 12th, I went to New Brunswick. I dont know what we did, but we watched They Live. and it was great.
"You see, I take these glasses off, she looks like a regular person, doesn't she? Put 'em back on... [puts them back on] ...formaldehyde-face! "

And the return of Rubschlager!

Saturday, sept 13th, Me, jeremy brandon and danielle saw Burn After Reading. it was really good. Brad Pitt was great as usual. I got really dizzy in the movie theatre for some reason. It was a mixture of hunger and advil. Anyways, we went to On the Border afterwards, but then I realized there weren't many cheap vegetarian options and I wanted to leave.


Sunday, sept 14th, i went home. Dennis and Corey came over and we went swimming. After that, jeremy came over and I took pictures of them for photo class.


Monday, sept 15th, I went to Best Buy with Adam in his red bug. They didn't have what he wanted, so we walked around the mall. There wasn't anything in the mall except for Teavana, so I got some tea. Then we went to Chipotle and it was mad delicious as usual.

Thursday, Sept 18th, I went to new brunswick after work and hung around, then watched Always Sunny in Philadelphia premiere. Hilarious shit.


Friday, sept 19th, I didn't have school. Hung around in bruns until 5ish and left for Montclair. First, we went to Veggie Heaven. Some people were there, and we met up with Dennis and Cassie. It is not as good as Kingdom. After that, we went to the Alexander Kasser Theater @ MSU and it was my first time seeing the Addicted to Bad Ideas: Peter Lorre's 20th century play/show. I'm glad we were allowed down in the pit, because i was able to take pictures. Jeremy stayed up in the balcony the whole time. We were kicked out directly after the show was over, so we just went back to new brunswick. There was a party at Jeremy's house, I hung around for a little while and realized that it was no fun for me. I stayed in his room and watched High Fidelity and slept.


Saturday, sept 20th, I had to go home and go dress shopping. It was a waste of time for me, since I didn't give much input. After that, I rushed home and waited for dennis to pick me up. He was late as usual. We went to Montclair again, and hung around with people before the show. I met some new people, and talked to old friends. The show was even better than the night before, because it was the last one. Despite a few assholes and some bad BO, I enjoyed it a lot. When the show was over, we hung out in the lobby for about an hour. They had free food and soda and we were not kicked out. I met a lot of people then. I even met Jeremy's housemate's brother, since he worked at the theatre and had no relation to Inferno except for the fact that he had to work. I really like the environment of inferno shows, you can just meet anyone so easily. After that, we went to Six Brothers Diner. 17 of us. Scott won a bunch of stuffed animals in the claw machine thing, so I got a sad bear holding a gold heart. Diner was o-kay..2 french toasts and not 3?! I wasn't impressed by that. But it was an all around good time.

Sunday, september 21st, I mowed the lawn and washed my car. I watched I'm Reed Fish, with Jay Baruchel and I thought it was mediocre. Just a movie. Dennis and Corey came over as per usual and we had some sort of dance party in the barn. Dennis took his pants off bout 3 times. Jeremy came over to the ruckus and pantsless-ness. Dennis and Corey left, and Jeremy and I watched True Blood. just some dumb show about vampires.




Monday, Sept 22nd was my dad's birthday. Then Heroes season 3 premiere. That's all I gotta say.

Tuesday, sept 23rd wasnt a fun day at work or school. Dennis came over and watched Weeds with me.

Wednesday, sept 24th, Dennis and Corey came over and we watched The Foot Fist Way. It was o-kay.


Thursday, sept 25th I did not do much except for work, watch Dexter and Always Sunny. I've been working on Dexter season 1 for quite some time. It finally got really good. Jeremy thinks that he looks weird. but I don't.

Friday, sept 26th, Jeremy came over after school. he was a hungover bunny. i gave him ginger ale and we took a nap. We watched Son of Rambow. It was really good, one of the best movies I've seen in awhile. Some of it reminds me of The Science to Sleep. Then we had some tea. and then we watched M but I fell asleep, because reading subtitles makes me sleepy.


slipping,

slipping,

slipping,

slipping,


slowly slipping away.

for you i'd wait, til kingdom come.

recent events:

-Watched Teeth, it was terrible. It wouldn't even be a good horror/gore movie. It was just...bullshit!




...that's really it. Friday, dennis came over to sew and watched Weeds. I stayed in New Brunswick on Friday night, didn't really do much. Had chinese food and watched Reno 911: Miami with people. On saturday I went to Guitar Center and got bagel food with Jeremy and Brandon. If there wasn't a bagel place, I would have had to settle with Boston Market or something. Jeremy drove us home & we didn't really do anything at my house. We swam in the pouring rain, as my pool almost overflowed. (My mom asked me why I would swim when it was raining, and not on any other beautiful day. I dunno. Swimming in the rain is just fun.) We watched Teeth and the first 2 episodes of weeds. I fell asleep through the second one.

Today was a "Family" reunion. Except, half of the people here were not blood related at all. Step-family. Weird. Anyways, I didn't really participate in that. I didn't do much of anything this weekend. But, it feels good.

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?



I want to go outside, I wan't scream, I want to sing and yell and I want to find out where this newcoming energy has come from,
and the urge to use caps lock
Is it because summer gave me a routine that I can finally break free of?
Is it because my twelve hour days at work and school make me go insane?
Is it because I have no time to do things anymore?
Is it because I can't decide what to do with my time anymore?
Is it because there is no use in me being afraid of anything?
Is it because I'm fucking out of my fucking mind?

last day of summer

2007

2008

well. it's all over now. i can't complain about having time off from school.
i spent the weekend in and out of new brunswick, helping jeremy move in.
today i had to work, and it wasn't so bad. i'm getting better.
tomorrow i have [only] 3 art classes in a row, and then work.
art art art art.
okay, so i'm content.
i spent the rest of my evening watching Dexter with myself and then watching the momentous Weeds, Season 2 with Dennis and Chris. they ate a whole tub of mango ice.
the season is fucking crazy.

i don't know how i am going to sleep tonight, and the only thing i'm anxious about is driving to school.
(it's always transportation that makes me anxious. usually i'd be anxious about the bus.)

anyways....


senior year. ha.