what does it mean when

I have a dream about me and a few friends deciding to have a group suicide?!
By the end of it, though, i chickened out and convinced everyone that it wasn't worth it.

Maybe I shouldn't listen to "Adam's Song" before bed?

take a step back,

and think about all the important moments in your life that truly define you. the friends that you have made, the battles you have fought, the people that you learned to trust and love. i am forever grateful for the memories that have been created, and for the guidance i have received in many different forms. my life would be empty if it weren't for friends and family that i have connected with and made me feel truly human. even though most of us have started new chapters in our lives, i will never forget each and every person who has come in and out or who has stayed in my life.
each photo reminds me of a certain time, and a certain feeling, both which were positive.
there is no order to these, either.
i don't care if you think this is too much, because frankly i think this is not enough.

the jennass (5:24:45 PM): thats the life

firecky (5:24:46 PM): that's the life