I’m kind of fed up with everything.
I can’t really write what I want to say on here, sorry.
I’ve been distant, but I don’t think anyone really cares.
Everyone's been moving on in their own lives,
i'm gonna get stuck behind.
I got my license, and I’m 17, but that really doesn’t make any difference to me. I have no car.
My procrastination problem has returned, with end of the school year projects and all.
The only thing I can listen to is The Ergs! Acoustic.
It’s raining, and it won’t stop.
I've made some new friends, though. Why does everyone have to live so far away.




gimme something I can take back home
‘cause I don't wanna be alone

worked 4 days straight.
finally done with that.
my brother got engaged.
my birthday is in a few days.
LOST is on tonight.
I want to go to Philadelphia.

Springtime brings many opportunities.
It also gave me bronchitis. But I'm done with that, now.
So now I am basically counting down the weeks.
All I have been doing is working, sleeping, and that's it.
I haven't seen anyone in awhile, it feels. I've been hanging out with Dennis a lot.
But whatever...I'm okay with that.
Also. My love for Kevin Smith keeps on growing.
My Zune keeps filling up. Gas prices are going up.
I get my license in a week.
I haven't heard back from the job designing stuff at Sneakers Plus yet.
Let's go to the beach? Someone take me?

so it was a fine day. i cleaned my room, re-arranged it...put a desk in there. for my computer. but NO! It has to be shit, and i won't have it for 2-4 weeks. i was just starting to get used to it again, now that it is faster. but the sound was broken. and it had to get fixed. but i couldnt just get a new soundcard...it had to be shipped back for maintenance.

oh yeah, and FUCK ALL THIS DRAMA IN MY FUCKING LIFE


the end.

our love grew like a vine around both our spines.

Spring break.
7 month anniversary with Jeremy on wednesday, went to the Melting pot. and watched There will be blood!
A lovely start to my break...going to Philly. Kingdom. I don't think i've eaten so much.
The mountain goats. Quite a depression show, but Lindsay and I were extremely close to the stage and that made it all the better. Hanging out with everyone was fun, and staying at the 707 with everyone was also fun.
Mugshots in the morning, rock band, conversations. The rest of friday was kind of depressing. Went to New Brunswick, hung out with Jeremy. Played some Guitar Hero.
Hung around in the morning, Dennis picked me up. Spent a long time finding parking, and had to sprint to the Court Tavern. Met up with some people in line, and then hung out inside. 2 opening bands, then World/Inferno. The ceiling tiles were falling out, and there was a lot of dust in the air. The crowd was crazy so i stood on the side for the most part. No encore...left right away. Dennis dropped me off at my Grandpa's house and I had dinner with my family. It was fun, actually. I was in a good mood. And i found out that my 11 year old cousin has a boyfriend named Dante Mustachio.

A cop just pulled up our driveway and we were like, what the hell - and it was just a cop asking if we had any horses roaming around. which we do not.

hooray for shitty cell phone photos.

annie the imaginary lawyer.

well. it has been quite an interesting past few days.

a recap- the cash register broke at work on friday. and the credit card machine. and it was very stressful.


then, lindsay picked me up and hung around for a bit. we went to her house and cayce and scott came up later on. we had a nice time. slept there, woke up in the morning. drove around Oxford and found some weird path thing. I don't really know how to explain it. but it was fun exploring that.
then we went to the Hagedorn psychiatric hospital on Sanatorium Rd. yeah. part of it was still in use, and it was crazy how we blatantly snuck inside. it was a really cool place. apparently, my great aunt went there for some time because she tried to escape the nursing home. and it was a weird story and i think it's funny that i've visited her there before. but not in the abandoned part. that is decades abandoned.

went back to flemington, hung out with some people at bucks. went on the first bike ride of the year to mine brook, rita's, basil, and marcos's. watched Margot and the wedding and it was really good. hung out, went home.

sunday I hung out with Jeremy and we finished Lost season 3. Then we watched Into the Wild.

on monday I worked again and it was interesting as usual, and things happened that made my day.

today I hung out with Jeremy after school and I think i kind of fell asleep for awhile. We made pizza bagels and i think my mom doesn't like him. but we also watched Stand By Me. which is awesome, and i haven't seen it in years. but probably one of my favorite movies as a kid.

now i'm here, and i'm excited that spring break is soon.

mother due.

I can't stop listening to World Inferno and I can't just sit here in class anymore. I need to get out. And I need break. and I need to go to the Inferno show. And I can't explain it.