for you i'd wait, til kingdom come.

recent events:

-Watched Teeth, it was terrible. It wouldn't even be a good horror/gore movie. It was just...bullshit!




...that's really it. Friday, dennis came over to sew and watched Weeds. I stayed in New Brunswick on Friday night, didn't really do much. Had chinese food and watched Reno 911: Miami with people. On saturday I went to Guitar Center and got bagel food with Jeremy and Brandon. If there wasn't a bagel place, I would have had to settle with Boston Market or something. Jeremy drove us home & we didn't really do anything at my house. We swam in the pouring rain, as my pool almost overflowed. (My mom asked me why I would swim when it was raining, and not on any other beautiful day. I dunno. Swimming in the rain is just fun.) We watched Teeth and the first 2 episodes of weeds. I fell asleep through the second one.

Today was a "Family" reunion. Except, half of the people here were not blood related at all. Step-family. Weird. Anyways, I didn't really participate in that. I didn't do much of anything this weekend. But, it feels good.

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?



I want to go outside, I wan't scream, I want to sing and yell and I want to find out where this newcoming energy has come from,
and the urge to use caps lock
Is it because summer gave me a routine that I can finally break free of?
Is it because my twelve hour days at work and school make me go insane?
Is it because I have no time to do things anymore?
Is it because I can't decide what to do with my time anymore?
Is it because there is no use in me being afraid of anything?
Is it because I'm fucking out of my fucking mind?

last day of summer

2007

2008

well. it's all over now. i can't complain about having time off from school.
i spent the weekend in and out of new brunswick, helping jeremy move in.
today i had to work, and it wasn't so bad. i'm getting better.
tomorrow i have [only] 3 art classes in a row, and then work.
art art art art.
okay, so i'm content.
i spent the rest of my evening watching Dexter with myself and then watching the momentous Weeds, Season 2 with Dennis and Chris. they ate a whole tub of mango ice.
the season is fucking crazy.

i don't know how i am going to sleep tonight, and the only thing i'm anxious about is driving to school.
(it's always transportation that makes me anxious. usually i'd be anxious about the bus.)

anyways....


senior year. ha.

best fucking friends forever


Wednesday, I took a day off from work. Because I haven't taken off any days all summer. Me and Jeremy went to see The Dark Knight in IMAX. Besides us having to move a few times, (due to annoying kids and bad seating...) it was pretty freakin awesome. After that we tried to find Kingdom with GPS but TomToms suck. We found it finally, and had a delicious meal. Brian and Kyle were home at the 707, so we dropped by for a visit, picked up dennis's bike, went to Dollar Tree parking lot & Hung out with Dennis corey and mark, and then went home.




Thurdsay morning was SIX FLAGS DAYYY
Me, Marc, Jeremy and Dennis all went. Marc got hit on by an older woman at Wawa. Me and Jeremy had free tickets, so we were able to go right past the ticket booths, but had to wait for Marc and Dennis. It was busy and hot, about an hour wait for each roller coaster. But we went on all the good ones. (except for Kingda Ka maybe, and the new Dark Knight ride) I've only ever been on Nitro and Batman...so it was a fun day. El toro was insane. We went home and camped outside until it rained. I woke up at various times during the night and the dawn looked so pretty.

HAVING SO MUCH FUN IN LINE!!!!!!!!!11

On friday we all woke up, and then went our seperate ways. I hung around doing nothing until jeremy was finished mowing the lawn. We took his mattress and desk to New Brunswick and put it in his new room. Then we went to Time to Eat and ran into Mollie and Bryan. Went home...and that's pretty much it.

Saturday I helped my family clean the house. Then I watched some Weeds. Went to Jeremy's house to help pack, didn't get very far. Went out to flemington to look for comforters...no luck. Had dinner at Panera. Drove to bridgewater to Bed Bath and Beyond...still no luck. I got some stuff at old navy and ran into Jon K. Then we went to Target, and amazingly they had comforters for Jeremy's taste that weren't way too expensive. (because all the stuff there is way too girly. i suggested Dark Knight sheets.) Then we shopped around target and got things we needed. Went home and watched The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou. My parents watched for some of it and thought it was a very odd movie.

I don't have work tomorrow and I'm pretty happy about that. It's been a 6 day weekend! Summer is almost over...but I didn't take the time I had off for granted, even though it wasn't as exciting as last summer.

Tonight. I've got this city on my side.



well! It's been quite a week. probably one of the best weeks of summer.

Monday I went to Philly with Dennis. Everyone was at the 707 and we were all ready to get some Kingdom. We rode our bikes to Logan Circle and took an epic picture, then rode to Kingdom. Buffet! there were at least 20-25 of us in there. After we were done, we rode to Logan Circle again and went swimming. It was kind of cold, but not that bad. Went back to 707 and dried off and hung out with Elvis and stuff. Slept on the roof.



On Tuesday we woke up to the blazing sun. Went to mugshots to make things better. Dennis brought me back to his house, and I went to work.
After work, Jeremy came over & he took me out to dinner for our one year. We went to Origin Thai in somerville. It was very good. After that i saw my manager Jeff at Curmudgeon Records since he owns/works there. Introduced him to Jeremy and then we went home.

Wednesday I worked and then went home & ate pizza and watched Newsies. And Stella. that was basically it.

Thursday I woke up and Dennis, Lindsay, and Cayce showed up at my house. We waited for Dennis to sew things & headed off. Our first stop was Rockafella's Bar(?) / whorehouse brothel place. Shut down due to prostitution. It was pretty cool. I didn't get the best pictures because I dont know how to use my flash very well. We went to the bridge and took pictures, (many group pictures that day)...and then drove lindsay home for work. Picked up mark, and then parked near the YMCA. Hiked like a mile into the woods to some abandoned boy scout camp. Shot a lot of arrows with bows. (well, i tried my best.) tried to break in to some other buildings...no luck. the hike home was downhill so that was good. I went home and watched There's Something About Mary, went back to Cayce's house, then hung out at bucks, then went to Applebees with dennis and met marcos & his bitches there.




I went to Dennis's house, and then we got Corey and drove to Philly. We found the Barbary after many u-turns. Saw Defiance, Ohio for the first time. They are flawless. After the show we waited and decided if we would go to the second. Decided not to, and went to Kingdom instead. Had delicious food. Then went to Ryan & Erica's apartment for the housewarming party. Not a lot of people were there yet because the Second D,Oh show wasn't over yet. After chilling awhile, we all went to Logan Circle. I didn't swim, but I helped take some pictures of swimming and fireblowing. We went back to the apartment and it was much more fun then. We played Scrabble and I got Third with Erica. Then played Apples to Apples and i won a few times. We stayed up and talked and eventually people started passing out. Went outside with the people who were still awake, and then tried to find Dennis's car with Kriss & John for about 20 minutes. Finally found it, and it was about 6AM. Slept until about 9AM....

Saturday, Hung out with the remaining people at the house. Then went to Mugshots with Corey, Dennis and Cassie. Ate in a park. Dennis drove us home. I went to sleep when I got home for about 3 hours and was still very tired. Went to Cayce's party and had a nice last bash of the summer. I went home after i couldn't bear standing up anymore.

Sunday I dont think I did much but hang out with Jeremy and get paninis and go to barnes and noble and then finish Season 2 of heroes. I keep thinking about it. It's so good!

Monday I worked and then Marc, Dennis and Jeremy came over to swim. We all went to New Brunswick for a party at the waffle stompers' house and it was an all around good time.

Today I went to work and then Dennis, Corey, Lauren, Marc and Marcos came over. Talked on my front porch until it got too cold. They went to Pickel Park and I stayed here to edit pictures and write this long ass blog.

one year.


8/19/07

8/19/08


rebel rousers, the life long rockers and the dead end kids.

Yesterday was a weird day. Jeremy came over but I fell asleep for awhile. At some point in the day, my sister's friend crashed the quad and 2 people got hurt. I'm glad no one died. There were 2 cops, an ambulance, an EMT truck, and Department of public safety (or something) truck over here.
Dennis came over and he sewed some stuff. In the midst of that, we played dress up in the basement and found some weird outfits. There was no documentation of this. We also lit up some Black Snakes which are totally lame and make the ground look like it's pooping.

Dennis left and me and Jeremy went to see Tropic Thunder. It was alright, but it wasn't so bad. Robert Downey Jr. is great.



Today I made chocolate pancakes with Jeremy and watched Clue. Then we went to Waffle Stock. It was a bit different than last year, but fun. I'm glad it was light out so I could take pictures without being annoying with flash.